| i'm officially legal. i miss you baby. <3 |
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| he's the best, he's the boss. (: second time is a charm, <3. just a few more days and i'm legal. |
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| uhmm, well the end of summer is here. my final summer in high school and it's done, just like that, time flies. what a summer i've had. it's been great probably one of the greatest summers i've ever had. let's hope the school year goes as planned, which i'm sure it will since it's senior year! how exciting. but aside from all that jiberish.... sometimes you just know, sometimes it doesn't take months or years to know who you may fall in love with. goodbye summer '09. (: <3 te quiero. |
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| my what's there to do when my heart has been compressed by this situation? i just want to hug you and utterly blurt out my feelings towards you. you are everything i don't want, you are everything i want. this hits me like a ton of bricks. |
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| last night was bittersweet. i can't believe i felt that way to see him with anyone else, even if it was just dancing. luckily enough i've been easy going. i let it go because i happened to do the same thing, we're young and it's what were suppose to do. my night turned out to be great. it's weird sitting next to him and having a conversation with someone i've always held a wall up with. it's crazy what he does to me and how he can see through me. i never expected it to turn out this way. and at the end of the night i knew it was real. i hadn't felt like this in over a year. i refuse to believe he cares. i endulge in the negative because things are better that way. that way i don't expect anything, like i said last blog i'm swimming against the current. breaking down every wall. making me break every rule i've lived with for the past years of my life. although it's not much it feels great. i'm taking everything so incredibly easy, like never before. stress will not be a part of me, at least not for now. i won't let that happen, everything needs to flow. i'm letting it be. i feel great. i finally feel pure bliss, sadness, madness, and chaos. i feel alive, i'm living my life. laterrrr alligator. <3. |
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